Finding Magic in the Uncomfortable

As an artist and a firm believer in magic, I've always found solace, inspiration, and courage within the confines of my studio. There, amidst the swirl of colors and the dance of brushes, I've felt most at home, most myself. Yet, as much as I've cherished this sanctuary, I've also come to realize that true growth often lies just beyond its comfortable borders.

So, here I am, on the precipice of something new and exciting, yet undeniably daunting.

I'm about to step wayyyy out of my comfort zone and share with the world a time-lapse of me painting a piece I've lovingly named "Sun Shiny Day". It's a step that feels comparable to public speaking – a realm I've never been entirely comfortable with.

Unlike my sister Gretchen, who effortlessly commands attention with her words, I've always found myself stumbling over them in moments of public address. The mere thought of it sends my heart racing, my palms sweaty, and my voice quivering. It's as if all the confidence I possess dissipates into thin air at the prospect of being in the spotlight.

But then there's writing – ah, writing! It's my sanctuary within a sanctuary. The art of crafting letters allows me the luxury of time, of reflection, of choosing just the right words to convey my thoughts. It's a medium where I feel most in control, where I can articulate myself without the fear of stumbling over my words.

Yet, as I embark on this new journey of sharing my art through time-lapse videos, I can't help but recognize the magic that lies within this discomfort.

There's a certain freedom in relinquishing control, in allowing myself to be vulnerable, shaky hands and all. In many ways, this venture feels like an extension of my artistic process – a canvas on which I can paint not just with colors, but with vulnerability, courage, and authenticity.

And so, with a deep breath and a leap of faith, I invite you to join me on this journey. Here, amidst the strokes of paint and the swirl of emotions, I hope to capture a glimpse of the magic that lies within each of us. This is my Sun Shiny Day – imperfect, raw, and unabashedly real.

So, I'm hitting that "share" button, shaky hands and all, and inviting you to join me on this wild ride. I've even sped up the video a bit to spare you the sight of my trembling hand – stage fright, even in my own studio, who knew?

Thank you for being a part of this journey, for embracing the magic that resides in vulnerability, and for allowing me to share my Sun Shiny Day with you.

xo,
Beth